im probably never going to like anyone as much as whatshisface
He literally is like....like....
uh
how do i say this without sounding obsessed..?
he makes me so happy to be me.
like he made me feel pretty
not that my friends don't but... i feel like because they're my friends they're OBLIGATED to say so.
plus, it's different when it comes from someone you deeply admire.
but
he's the first
i can actually say I love him
not like oh i like you
then the next week i have another crush
no its not like that
i like like him
i probably lost that chance forever now.
i shouldn't have been so stupid and asked hm out
I was waiting for him to ask me out
they always steal him from me
like WTF
same with all of the other people
like SERIOUSLY
ILL BE SURE TO COME AND STEAL HIM WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO TALK TO SOMEONE YOU REALLY WANT TO STARRT OVER WITH GODDAMN
BOTH

I FEEL LIKE TELLING HIM BUT IM SURE HELL DO THAT STUPID THING WHERE HE IGNORES ME AND NODS LIKE HE GETS IT BUT HE DOESNT

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IM SO FRUSTRATED.